Trying to move on

Please let me move on, its been ten months already... maybe its my own weakness that resulted in this. Your name keep reappearing out of nowhere, I tried so hard to pretend that you didn't matter anymore. I kept going on dates but it didn't help...

Perhaps I was the only left withering in solace of last winter. I realized I'm nothing but a hollow vessel and there is this frightened kid screaming for help so that he can heal from those very wounds u left.

What else can I do now?

Good News & Bad News

Finally time to share wassup with me. Been busy doing a short film with mdis peeps for a video competition. Lots of experience gathered, it was sure a invaluable one.

Good News
Honestly I dont know if it even counts as one. For the 1st time in my life, I diverted my attention of gaming, unsuccessful womanizing, slacking towards film making. Nothing fervored me like this before. I wish i'm more financially supported in this.

Bad News
I found out that 2 person.....in school contact me for some reason. Whether to go out or just talk, it freakin made me pissed OR wondered. DID U "COMMUNICATE" with me just to vent frustration or boredom then brush me off like a tick when u don't need my ENTERTAINMENT. Why am I so pissed? I just try to be a nice guy sometimes and it seems like when I need to be entertain...... you two just don't even bother to find out why I sms or called.

Is it just me being petty or do I think too much. If I didn't made my "calling" clear enough. FUCK MYSELF but if its true.

FUCK U & FUCK UR ATTITUDE, FUCKERS!