31-12-09


This day marks an end to year 2009. 28 years old for that is. At the same time it meant a new beginning. It has something to do with a movie, "AVATAR". There was this scene, where the hero (Jake Sully) of the show receive this new mission, in riding Toruk ( The orange, tiger striped flying creature ) " take it to the next level.

Then after the show, I went home and saw this giant billboard. It said the same thing. " Take it to the next level". For now I'm extremely sure that I felt my calling. On my way home, it was constantly calling me to bring myself to the next act.

Act 2 ( Part of my filmmaking Journey )

Speaking of this..... I reviewed briefly on all the goals I set.

90% achieved. 10% unaccomplished - What are they?
1) I postponed the short film.
2) I couldnt get what I was so infatuated over the last 5 months.
3) 2 years have passed, I made a promise to someone that I would achieve certain success. But instead I steered towards my dream and forsaking the chance to get rich. So be it.

Somehow this calling..... or maybe it was my sub-conscious mind. It gave me a requirement, whether I was willing to forsake it for a year. My answer is Yes.


So, Brand new 2010 Here I come. Oh wait, I'm hearing distant firework sounds, or was it the thunderous night rumbling away.

But my new goal. A feature film for 2010. Time for this hero" Ryan" to get into his act2. I'm Ready Now!

Teleportation

That is what my mind has been doing all over the place. The Vibes I feel, its pretty hard to unfocus at times. Especially times when u start sleeping and the dream world invades, I haven't been sleeping well at night.

My mind is so exhausted because you have been running all over in my head, simply becoz I just couldn't have the chance to rest.

You are so special.